By Mio Kyiek
i killed myself out there
in one of april’s night
eyes up towards the heavens
asked myself, is this alright?
was this a worthy way to go
to let go of the old me?
of everything that people saw
to finally be ´he´?
as I sat there on the rooftop
i had so much to say to me
yet no word left my lips
so I sat humming, waiting, to finally just be
and in the morning
as sun kissed the walls
i smiled to myself upon realising
two boys now lived in these halls
finding out who you are
is a long road ahead
pack some snacks for the way
you’ll never be alone, they said
but what they didn’t know
what they didn’t get
finding yourself is often lonesome
will make you cry, mad and upset
but the truth is even though
this is your own way
there are many others
on the same track, even today
so be brave
be kind, reach out
to find friends
on lonely routes
i killed myself out there
in one of april’s nights
but with the help of others
we’re gonna reach new heights